I can't think about anything else.
Everyday, toujours.
I circle back between your pages.
It is real because this is real. Right now. Here. I am typing it. It is right in front of me. You see it too. Close your eyes then. It's still there. It is more real than most things I know.
On top of my chest when I breathe.
I wish I could record myself for a day because I speak out loud.
How many nights? How many sleepless restless hours? At first guess, almost 900 nights times average 3hrs per.. kind of shocking to think almost 3000hrs at night alone.
How many hours? 18hrs awake minus the three already mentioned, 15 * 800-something. 12,000+. They say in Outliers it takes 10,000. Could I have perfected this feeling by now?
These are conservative figures.
I don't want to know space without the stars.
I can't breathe.
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