There's so much pressure
To feel lonely
Causing so much pressure
To just feel alone
As happiness watches in jealousy
There's so much pressure
To feel lonely
Causing so much pressure
To just feel alone
As happiness watches in jealousy
I'm trying not to approach love
Like a tourist
Especially since I've lived in love
My whole life
But you're is so serene, it's foreign
Today I will desist
In my habit of cherry picking
Both good memories and bad
Basking in new versions of a past life
While missing new versions of this life
Today I forgive myself
For the time lost to anguish and anger
Which is a promise and obligation
To methodically enrich more moments
Per day, per week, and so on
The idea of emptiness
Carries with it a moral obligation
To transform outward judgement
Into inward reflection
Which is meditation's most subtle barrier
Sometimes
I breathe you in
Like good food
To stretch our relationship
Make it harder to forget you
You can be a wind
And turn this beach into a desert
Or be a breeze
And turn this desert into a beach
Your choice
Battling life
I'm actually battling
Life, instead of death
Dodging all of its cruel fantasy
Catching truths on the chin though
And all of them
Better off
Without
Me
Clear for takeoff
We're too young
To see the moral
This story is way older than us
Anyway from what I've heard
We meet again and actually smile on this