In this light

How can you
In this light
Not succeed

To unravel truths
Once hidden
Beneath scorn and hurt

How can you
In this light
Not see

The great path
Set before you
If you care to travel

How can you
In this light
Not feel

The warm embrace
Of yearning, beyond
Cold stagnation

How can you
In this light
Not know

You were meant
To tell another
And another, my Word.

This is the place of unfulfilled dreams

So I'll post it here.. and try again.  I'm organized now.

Friday, December 28, 2012

Early New Years

Resolutions are one thing, plans are another.  Here's a checklist of the things I plan to understand better this year.

January – Publishing Graphic Illustrations- Animating on flash of DIY colour photo applications
- Cartooning and creating consistent images + Backdrops
- Publishing from other application to proper formatted .rtf or .pdf
- Publishing e-book with menu, illustrations and interactive media

February – Quantum Mechanics

-String/Particle vs. Wave/Particle  (7 days)
-Chaos and Quantum Probability (7 days)
-Evolution of thought (7 days)
-Defined remaining unknowns (7 days)

March – Erhu, Bamboo Flute, Guitar + Housing Market

- Pick up 4 lessons again at RCM after getting back to past competency
- Learn Temple By A River on Dimo, short song on Erhu
- Prospect Condos actively in Sauga

April – Astronomy

- Galaxies, stars, constellations, nebula (5)
- Mars + NASA (14 days)
- Time Travel (9)

May – Empires-Philistines (2 nights)
-Soviet (2 nights)
-Israeli (3 nights)
-Mongol (1 night)
-Han vs. Ming Dynasties (4 nights)
-Ottoman (2 nights)
-Byzantine (2 nights)
-Roman (3 nights)
-Egyptian (2 night)
-Mid-African (4 nights)
-French/Spanish/British (4 nights) 

June – Bible Analysis

David vs. Solomon, Isaac vs. Abraham (4 days)
Leviticus vs. Job (4 days)
John (14 days)
Mathew, Mark, Luke Summary (7 days)

July – Earth Geological History

Hadean, Arheozoic,Proterozoic – 2 days
Proterozoic(5 days)
Paleozoic (10 days)
Mesozoic (10 days)
Cenozoic (3 days)

August – PhilosophySocial – (7 days)
Meta and Epis (7 days)
Of Mind (7 days)
Of Science(7 days)

Sept through Jan

Grad School!

Goals

-Learn about these things before Grad School
-Publish: TIFFs, Hunger, Poetry Selections, Short Story Selections, Before I met you on Amazon
-Learn Song on all 3 instruments before moving
-Move Out
-Reach competency with work
-Apply and attend Grad School
-Also vacation before Grad School

Requesting access

The type of clarity I need escapes me.  Cruel darkness have you no mercy?  Mine is a soul encased in stories untold and words unsaid.   My mind beckons expression but gasps and whimpers under the spotlight.   Free me from the weeds of common sense. Let me soar into empty sky, where everyone can see where I'm going, but nobody knows where I'll end up.