That's how it is
I find strength in
Building you up, You
Through tearing me down
How it's always been
That's how it is
I find strength in
Building you up, You
Through tearing me down
How it's always been
If I had your voice
I would sing all day
For strangers or anybody
In need of your song
I need your song
You look at me
with so much love
I can't look at you
the same, I don't
Want to
You are fire
I'm not looking
For a new flame
A glass of water
Will quench my thirst
It can't be denied
Havana is ripe to break free
Will Washington again bring his guillotine
Dropping his cold blade with an invisible hand
Or are you convinced this time it's about democracy
Just want you
To dig me
With enough intensity
To start this fire
Before nightfall
I wish I could
Search the future
As much as I have
Searched the past
For hope
You've made it easy
For me to understand
That I am alone in this misery
I just wish you were as good
At explaining anything else
I know better
Than to tell the old man
I'm done with this world
I remember the promise I made
I know what I owe him for this
This time of year
My eyes water but
My only allergy is isolation
From you
Always from you
Through the cold
I will move the feet
That won't move on their own
And summon the lost fire
Until your heart thaws
I've so feverishly
Tried to erase you
Now you're smeared
All over my page and I'm left
Without a clean slate from which to love
When I was little this one time
Somehow, a street hydrant burst open
Without word we all ran to it shirtless
Bathing in want to be those poor Bronx babies
Knowing they were rich with the identity we lacked
What would you say
Is the last thing you
Were so dedicated to that
You'd stay up until morning on it
When last have you done that thing
Every poem I feel
Has been made of two parts
The part where we are still together
And the part that was written
Before we ever put pen to paper
Just outside my window
I smell new life, brand new
It's time to plunge from this tower
I'd rather be down there with my head high
Than here sorrowing over things beneath me
No matter
Where you go
Always remember
You're still there
And so am I
I don't want
To yearn for your tears
Show me your insides
Consist of more than salt and water
Show me I have made it in you
My mind quiets
For about five minutes each day
Which I use to think of you
And with those thoughts I go
Off again to the races
I just recently found out
That desire was my art's
Most staunch enemy
Writing about your unknowns was
Like painting a rose in a lightless closet
White stone and sand
Under this cloudless sky
Was the final resting place
For my desire, and
The birthplace of my appreciation
Our first kiss
Was forbidden I think
It simply must have been
I have only known such joy
To accompany grave expense
You want me
To give you
Every freedom from
Yet you take from me
Every freedom to
What place is there
For me at this table
You've made a spectacle feast
Of everyone's favourite dishes
And my most deadly allergies
I have left
Our night behind us
I don't need your quiet
Or your calm to move on
What you make of the day is your affair
I want to lick
The words that pour out
From beneath your skin
And have them on my tongue
To henceforth speak only of your taste