Lost Opportunity

I don't love this
This thing we've become
Where I beg and plead
And you cringe and despair

Why did you waste our time away

Trepidation

Fun and games
Isn't enough for me either
I don't think you want what I have
To offer beyond the joys of my tongue

In fact I know it makes you afraid

Blow

I've unplugged the fan
The air is stagnant
You search for the window
To let some fresh air in

Or let yourself out, I'm not sure

Inklings

Boredom is cruel
It repels us from those
Whom are full with lessons
And attracts us to those whom

Have shown us all they ever will

We Should Talk

Now you want the
Satisfaction of my confessional
So you can say you came clean
And face yourself in the morning

But never have to face me again

Under The Rug

You won't know
How much I wanted
You to hold me
You don't want to know

How much I wanted

Ashore

Do the crashing waves
Delight you so much
That my destruction
At your side

Would lull you to sleep

Reserves

Your energy
Is stronger than mine
But I run my tank efficiently
In order to have some ready

To lend you when you've exhausted yours

Cutting

Your cruelest
Form of sarcasm
Is sounding genuine
When making an absurd comment

Like, for instance, you love me

Asphyxiation

You're just missing out
On so much happiness
Trying to quell mine
In any case I'll let you dwell

If it makes you happy

What Gain

Why would you want
Someone who feels
So ugly inside already
To feel uglier by realizing

Again that you will never want me

King Size

It's hard laying
Peacefully next to you
Knowing you would
Rather have this

Bed to yourself

My Song

He would be
No better at loving me
Than you despite his great effort
I want someone who enjoys my song

Instead I have two people who detest it

Unceremonious

Dearly beloved
Makes you shiver
Tossing and turning looking for
The warmth of knowing those words

Won't ever have to be ours

Cauldron

You're dying inside
Instead of living inside
You took my breath away
Yet now you can't breathe

Was my love a potion or toxin

Presented

Don't sit with me
Don't stand by me
Don't run with me
Don't leap for me

I was already in you

Scattered

Art is an escape
Yours and everyone else's
I haven't the slightest idea
How to lose myself in you

Perhaps no escape is necessary

Shores

These winds
Bring great tidings
The scent of your hair
The sound of your voice

Across the waves crashing between us

For the Taking

I don't want to say
That I deserve these lips
But i truly believe everyone
Deserves happiness, and

Your lips are all I know with that to offer

Dwell

Some people have evolved
To look up to the stars for salvation
While others still search underground
Bottom feeding without any understanding

Of the sky's role in even that

Throughout

I'll love you
Til it scares you
And I'll love you
Til it's the only thing

That makes you feel safe

Lighthouse

Wish you could see
What I'm looking at
You only face yourself
In the dark, these days

You forgot how bright you are