I've never felt so full and so empty at the same time.
I went to Frankie Tomatto's yesterday. I can still feel the weight. And then I had pizza today. Soon, I will resemble your average turkey, barely slim enough to walk. Thank goodness for soccer. I've been working it out, and it looks as though I'm gonna have soccer about 4 days a week from here on. So I won't necessarily have to clear the cobwebs off of the treadmill in the basement. Why disturb the spiders, i say!
Time is a big issue. I'm having what I call the "Spring Cleaning Sydrome." You know that feeling you get when u're cleaning you're room, and with every pair of shorts you pick up off the ground, you find 4 more that need to be put away as well? Well that's my situation now, both literally and figuratively. I've been working on my room for a few hour now; should be done tonight. And as for my homework, well any time describing my problem is time that could have been used solving the problem. I need the grades this semester, so I'll just get to it!
I feel rather unintelligent this term. I think I'm still feeling the affects of last term. All the same, in every course, I find myself making careless mistakes, while trying to be increibly careful. I guess I'll just have to put more work into it. The thing is, my drive is gone. I look at job postings online and I don't even want to respond to them. I look at my textbooks and I don't even want to read the words. I've got that empty feeling, like i'm just here, but I'm not sure why. That's a good thing for management students tho. I'm growing accustomed to doing rather then thinking these days. I guess that's how you get by. To get the grades, you think the way UofT tells you to think, just do the work. Well, it sounds like the van is home. I'm gonna go to school and get some work done. Gotta love the weekend!
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