At the end of the day, those negroes just want to sit under a tree and talk shit.
Apparently everyone who flew on a plane to Thailand and took 2 ferry boats to get here had the same idea. All I added was good music.
Selfish as this vacation is, I'm adding some introspection to this moment.
People who are worried about chaos need to find a better understanding of where it is and where it isn't. In fact chaos theorists need to spend a little more time at the resort. Fear not the pretty butterfly's wings, she intends not to cause a tornado across the world.
We have pretty flawed arithmatic to believe each flap will cause a storm - looking back the weather has been pretty fine. I have shared in intense love, and continue to, that is all. It's my responsibility to remember that everyone came to sit at my table because they enjoyed the smell of what I was cooking. It's also mine to remember I sat at theirs for the same reason.
What I have felt were not the affects of poison, just indigestion. Meals devoured too quickly, months of carbs with no protein, desserts without main courses. All bad recipes for the heart and yet it was the heart that led me to them. I forgive my heart today because I know it doesn't do me any good to punish it further. I forgive my heart today because I know how much better it feels to live in love with it. If anyone is curious as to how I can feel happy, it shouldn't be any wonder. I have lived in the love of many, and I am not overfull because I love them too. It's a blessing to not have to worry about half-glasses, I am not sacrificing one love for another, I'm living in the past, present a future simultaneously, which is how anyone in harmony with the universe does.
Here under a palm tree the shit I speak of smells like the Adaman Sea, and a bit of salt in my nostrils from a poorly timed back float. I have a better idea why peace is achieved through deep breathing, peace is so much like the air of changing seasons. We have to remember to take it in to the best of our abilities in times of calm and let it go to work on our minds and bodies in times of stress.
Peace rests when we rest, peace works when we are working. Peace is shade and a shadow.
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