It's all due

This month. It all comes together and it all unravels this month. I am in a cocoon  or an egg, I'm not sure, but if the barrier does not part on its own I will peck through by my own beak.  By my own words I will find day light and start this new life I was formed for.

This month. It is all due this month. I have this month to make the most of this incubation period as it is almost over. You just know these things. I did not create this timeline but I will abide by it.  This deadline was not created for you but for me. I am not waiting, I am not packing, I am not asking; I've waited, I've packed, I've asked.

This month. This job will start because the last one ended. This book I'll start writing because the last 3 are finished. I've searched enough to know what I want. I've read enough to know what to write. 
But it's all due now. I have given and been given much time. Time to spend it.