Friday, April 30, 2004

Omega I

You know, if Brittany had stronger vocals, i'ld say her song "Everytime" was pretty good. But then again, that's probably because it's almost entirely like Janet Jackson's "Everytime" from a few years ago. And they're both naked in a tub of water in their videos. I think directors are running out of ideas.

Well it's over. 20 months straight of school, and finally i can take a break. It didn't end with a bang, but with a thud; the combined resonance of my pen hitting the desk and my confidence hitting the floor. Lesson learned, i suppose. How dear I assume that doing every single question offered to us for practice, tutorial and otherwise, twice, 3 times, and some even four times, how dear I assume that was enough?

Everything looks so far away now. Goals seem less easily attainable.

Life is a lot like love I find. With love, I find that it's lost once you utter its name. With life, I find that once you feel you have a firm grip on it, it slips through your fingers. Neither life nor love are yours to control, all you can do is try to play with them.

I was just thinking. I do everything to make someone proud of me. What have I done to make me proud of myself? The mere fact that I pose that question is sad enough, who needs an answer?

Anyway, Viva Summer.

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